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Atta boy!!!

That's good you posted up on your own this time! I was gonna bust your chops on the 15th if you didn't.
You are making real sacrifice and real progress and not whining about what everybody else thinks, good for you!
Couple of notes; make sure you are registered for the N.C. convention and go to it FOR SURE. You need to do that for exposure to this. With your progress on flying you may now need to pause your flying mid-stream to go to that loading job for the summer. I personally feel that more important than finishing your private. You may decide that ag flying is not for you after all and then if you decide to pick up flying at all in the fall you can potentially be focused on another facet of aviation like freight or airlines, etc. I would try to end it at a good stopping point like get soloed and take your written then pause.
Just my opinion.
Keeeeep going........if you want.